Hello! *waves* Please read something and drop me some concrit while you're here, I appreciate it :D. That being said;;

Welcome to 感激 (かんげき), aka my fic journal :3



( Other stuff you probably don't need to know, but that I would not mind you knowing: )

I have only just started sharing this journal so comments on my material would be helpful and awesome♥!
Thanks for reading:)

Poem-ness.

( I haven't been optimistic lately )

Yes yes, but I shall have to edit it later :/// But I had to do this, I just watched the most epic movie: Star Trek. Lmao♥
Bear with me for this is the raw material that I just "drew" up on short notice...

( Best. Movie. Ever. )

My feelings are kind of hurt with the way my latest paper (for a summer class) was evaluated. I’ll be honest here, and say that I am by no means a bad writer. I find great difficulty in writing badly - at least when it comes to academic writing and I'm actually in a sane state while creating the piece. So I always feel terrible when people tear my writing apart.

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This one mentions someone from one of my letters. But since I mention people by name in my records of dreams, I won't link to that person's letter, even though it would probably give myself a feeling of poetic justice, or something. Hahha.

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I feel an irresistable need to post. It's odd. And it's been a long time, but anyway. I will no doubt have to return to this post later, because I've actually got to leave for class in a few minutes here. It's like I've been neglecting this journal, as I have not created any more material to post in it for the longest time. I should just have announced an official hiatus already. Because seriously, it seems like I haven't written in forever. School has taken over my life (as well it should be...?)!

( this may evolve into a mini-treatise...? )

I am here to make a case for myself. In a court of law this would matter; in real life it doesn't (because no matter what I do in real life there will be people who are pissed off at me for it); but it still makes me feel better to write one up.

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( And now finally, on to the statement )

( Quite an Important Edit )

( Yet Another Update )

I am writing this treatise (while I should be working on other things, I might add -_-) in reference to this post made at omonatheydidnt. I am having a bit of trouble believing that I am even making such a big deal out of this but I think one of the commenters on the original post said it best; something like it’s one thing to “figure” where Siwon stands on the issue but a whole other thing when you hear it confirmed for real. You’ll see what I mean in a second.

( First let me tell you what he said: )

So I did not get a chance to record this dream right after I woke up like I wanted to, so you're going to have to settle for whatever I recall now, around an hour and a half later.

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I never thought I would ever say something like that. I'm pretty much against negative aspects of the Greek scene, and I consider the parties to be much more on the negative end of the spectrum than the positive. I totally blame the shit I got into completely on my lack of self-confidence.

( stupid Stupid STUPID immature little girl am i! )